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Spectre
it feels like there’s someone else here i count, 1, 2…. maybe in the basement maybe in my head my life is full of endemic strangeness and dread not complaining trying to find explanation through expression peace of mind isn’t prevalent in the midst of regression the veil of obstruct silence suffocates like a shroud…
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Projection
You sabotage your own creation With a smile and a kick a frown and a kiss you were never fond of any of this and how do you respond? Bitch and complain about what life has done to you Maybe you should light a candle to the patron saint of Eeyore-ness and see what you…
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Cry
Slam hammering Having heart torn to pieces In front, inside Anger boils up through the tears not alone more than lonely Out back, still inside Questioning the omnipresence of the presumed spiritual guide legislating this reckless ride and Who’s navigating and to what metaphysical end Karmic repentance to pay for the privilege of sacrilege Lacking…
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naked prayers
Everything will be ok tell myself then I pray hoping the multiverse can find it’s wayward way to seeing things that way … today Heros on welfare it’s hard to hold a job or anything when you don’t know what day it is Im stranger than many a stranger I was cultivated Outside The Great…
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Other stuff
I’ve got hair and wax in my ears A life full of imminent fears Why aren’t we old when we’re young young enough to keep up with it? Ah, the bills and the pills the reoccurring aches and random pains all that wonderful shit… I was never good at looking ahead so now I’m learning…
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Bittersweet
Damp weather my bones and emotions hurt seeing children on their way home from school Drags mismatched unharmonious threads from the centuries and living deaths since then Some sparkling memories shine thru Kaleidoscope Shattered shadows bouncing off echoing walls joined by a jaded smile So I crawl into my slowly fading wife’s hospital bed and…
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Undressed
Dressed in an old newish shape of blazing faded shroud I’m alone but not by myself in the brutal fade to black tortured light tethered to the ungiving stone with the delusion of unending unyielding day
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Atractive vermin
Don’t mind me Maybe im a keeper I can be a sleeper but there’s a side or two that goes much deeper For sure not aluminum not easily moldable or foldable and indeed it’s a fact been known to put on an act cuz I don’t always like who I am must be the green…
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03/20/23
Hi there! Been a while, so let me tell you about the date above. 11-12-ish the night before, I go to bed. I always have trouble sleeping on Sunday night. Anyway, this leads to about 4 hours of sleep before I get up for work. Wake up feeling not so very well. Do my best…
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The Piper gets old
Darkness falls w/out any reason I’ve felt too much sadness in the sunlight of this season Come across too much loss while carrying an ownerless cross is it too much? Overdue karmic payment? or just some such? Into each life some rain must fall I don’t remember Requesting this waterfall There’s something to be said…