Why can’t I find anyone alive

who sees the way I do?

Some see w/ the eye

while others see through

Misery is an angel w/ face that’s Blue

Crippled wings used in painful flight

& a home in Heaven’s nite

Waken’d by the lion’s roar

Soothed by the lamb’s loneliness

Been on this wild shore

Before

It’s something more than holiness

& no one to read what you write

Born in Heaven’s nite

did you come to save me?

Can I touch you before I free my grave?

I’ll try to be a servant

but I cannot be a slave

Doing what you want to

comes w/ being free

Doing what you have to

is reality

Questions & loneliness

cannot be solved w/ drink

Rebel of Holiness

I’ve read your Word

but still don’t know what to think

Admittedly I’m lost, confused

blind, hungry & meagerly abused

At least in human light

Some find delight

Some are not amused

At this Exile in Heaven’s nite

And me?

I’m torn between

Those two extremes

it’s

Philosophically Obscene