Struggling with the spiderwebs in my mind

Trying to cope with them as assigned

Spiders approaching as so inclined

As another credit card is declined

This state of mind

That comes to stay

Then goes away

Only to

Return with vengeance

On another overloaded day

Then

Perhaps back to wence it came

But I can’t find

Any pattern or

convenient god to blame

I have found hope w/out Dope

Tho the ups and downs

feel very much the same

And life presents a monster

Too wild to tame