It’s almost 2 AM

I’m not sleeping

I’m crying

And dying a little in my weeping

Too much tragedy

Too much loss

Too much pain

For a man already

At the bottom of his game

I want to be invisible

Don’t want to be seen

Still I’d be divisible

‘cuz nothing is in between

& nothing is what I’ll become to you

LOOK MA! I’M NOTHING

TORN IN TWO!

I’m the right man for the job you say

It’s brutal but beautiful pay

& Honey isn’t coming home

and never will

the one I love is disappearing still

To see her try to speak

w/ no affect

& no words forthcoming

just a heartbreaking blank stare

We both know she’s going

but no one can say where